Hell and Half of Georgia

Seems I only write in this thing when I'm upset. So today I'm upset.

It's so often when I feel like I don't belong anywhere I ever am. I make the wrong decisions all the time. My feelings are hurt too easily. I have a tough outer shell and I'm butterflies, rainbows and dark clouds on the inside.

I want to be inspired. I wish I could just ask God, whats my plan?! Send me on the right path. I'm on a path of nothingness right now. Good thing I'm not addicted to drugs or alcohol, because I feel very self destructive right now. It's a strange feeling when all you want to do is never talk to anyone you know and just go somewhere and start over... be someone, somewhere different.

Everyone looks at themselves and sees themselves one way. I often wonder what other people see me as. There's a good saying "What other people think of you is none of your business." and I really do believe that. Because what good can come out of other peoples opinions about you... but what if something good does come out of it. Maybe it would give people a better outlook on themselves, maybe it would give me a better outlook on me.