Dear Ross

I never got to tell you how much you meant to me. I never knew how close you were to my heart, untill you were gone. September 19th was the sadest day of my entire life. I miss you so much it's unreal. We have a guy sitting at your desk, Tony. It's not the same without you here. Everything feels empty. You were literally sometimes the best part of the day. You always knew what to say to make someone feel better. Especially me. You were always rooting for me, even when I wasn't rooting for myself. Anyone whos ever met you, can say you were the sweetest pop pop they've ever met. I wish you would have been my granddad, all your babies were so lucky to have you. I think about you almost everyday and I have your picture on my mirror at home so I can see your happy face. I wish I could just hug you one more time and hear your hearty laugh, or hear one of your horrible jokes. Listening to "Lumps" by Fergie will never be the same ever again. I take my shoes off at my desk to honor you :o) You are the most amazing man. This letter doesn't even do you justice, no words could. I miss you terribley. Nothing will ever be the same without you here. Everyone feels the same way. I keep expecting you to walk through the door with your white shirt on and pen inks all over it haha. I don't have enough things to remember you by. Sometimes you pop in my dreams and that makes me happy because for a little bit we get to hang out and I think it's real.

I never told you I loved you, and I'll miss you forever.

Love, Anne